Happy Mother's Day to the best of the best!! Love ya!
Wow sometimes it is just so hard to even type in a memory...the tears start flowing and my heart starts breaking all over again. Happy 5th Anniversary in Heaven, you are missed soo much. As time goes by and I get older I see how you were just so right on so many things, its incredible. I will never forget all that you have taught me. I love you Ma.
i love listening to everyone tell how you always beat the crap out of us. you probably beat me more than my own mother did, thank you, you made me the man i am today... memories, i can think of somethings that many probably forgotten...like the time marty and i were riding on the top of eddie's car just as you came out of bingo...whack...or the times marty and i used to sneak out of the house after midnight...whack...the best was when you told the police officer to, well it's just to dirty to write, but...whack...and we didnt even start it that time...you always seem to know when marty and i were doing something stupid, it's like you had a super sense of our stupidity....you werent afraid to tell anyone what was on your mind and my many trips to meeker deli to get you your winstons and big marty's kents...3 packs each, 1 two liter diet coke caffine free or else...whack...1 roll of toilet paper and you always let me get what i wanted for going...man i miss those days...
I can't believe four years have past already without you. It feels like just yesterday I stopped by you on my way upstairs to tell you what we did all day. I think memories are so vivid because I keep you living in my heart and mind, to me you have just left for awhile. I might not be able to see you - but you are around, and I plan to keep it that way. I love and miss seeing you, 
especially with your sunglasses on at the kitchen table LOL
Hey Mom, 
Its your 4th memorial. I am just listening to one of your songs from Humboldt. I can see you in the kitchen singing and smoking one of your cigarettes like it was yesterday. I wish it was just yesterday. But we cant go back, but I always remember. We had good and bad times, but now I realize the bad wasnt so bad and the good was better than I thought at the time. I hope to see you in my dreams tonight, cause when I see you in my dreams its like your actually there (maybe you are). I love you mom. 
